moved to http://unspoken-heartache.tumblr.com/ for the time being..
Posted by Jessicahhh @ 9:01 PM

English paper was still okay.
but know what? my mind went blank for paper one, and i just wrote rubbish.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!~~~
nvm.. nothing much i can do either.
Man, i've a feeling i'll see U or maybe Us in my report card. .____.

so after both papers, and math class, stay-ed back and revised for SS and Geog.
And MingHui suddenly tolg me that there's MT listening tmr. and here's our convo.:

Angel: eh, tmr got MT listening eh..
Me: I know. How you want me to revise, also cannot do anything.. At most you go home clean you ears lohh...
Angel: *Laugh like there's no tmrw.*

with her ah, i can hardly study. =.=
so went she left, i wna "rest my eyes"
who knows, i slept till 6.20. and auntie mary almost chase me out with a broom.
freakin' tired!
One paper down, eight more to go.
Jiayou, jasmine.
Posted by Jessicahhh @ 8:50 PM

kay, the truth is out now.
and well, you, go think about it. Stop accusing people. When you dont get what you want, you push the blame on me. who i am to you, huh? Seriously, ****, go look in the mirror, do you think you deserve to be with him ?you're just jealous, hello.. Enough is enough.

hm, well, school wasnt that bad.. sprained my ankle during trng ytd, and it doesnt seem to recover. and, it's getting worse?
Im kinda afraid, when i sprained my ankle on court ytd.
i have no energy at all, for than few seconds, to stand up.
sitting hopelessly there, pain is all i can say.i thot it'll be better today, and yeah, it did, but, i swear its freaking swollen when i remove my ankle guard when i reach home..
how i wish that i can just cry and forget the pain! D:
please God, let me recover.. I still want to be on court, training..
Posted by Jessicahhh @ 9:40 PM

Justin bieber


Posted by Jessicahhh @ 7:44 AM

What a day..
woke up at 8 in the morning, thn went out..
wanted to go out with all the 2/2 peeps, but i have a feelin' that..
forget it.

so, i went out with shemin and huishan.
thn suddenly very tired, went home. =.=
and when i reach smbw, im not sleepy, but bored..

wanted to get my hair stylist to fix my hair, but he's not free..
forget it..
so i went to Marc's working place instead.
thn went hme tgt ard 5+ 6..

damn pissed today.
Nothing went well..
wtf..
my only rest day, and this is how i spent it, great..
Posted by Jessicahhh @ 11:54 PM

Yes, a woderful day, finally~
it's very tired today, but someone cheered me up, keep me awake, and make me feel that i still belong to you.

im surprised when you asked me questions that i didnt know how to answer.
im amazed when you still remember my birthday.
im shy when you call me that at first.
you just rockkkkk~~~
you cheer me up when im sad.
you make me laugh so hard that i cant breathe.
you never failed to brighten up my day.
you make me fall in love with you.
i just want you to know, how much you mean to me.

it's a wonderful day, really.
although there's some things that pissed me off, which also upset me, but at the end of the day, i can still smile.
met him at the bus stop today, and went home tgt. (:




Posted by Jessicahhh @ 10:38 PM

Korea was FUNNN!!!
yeah, very!
it's just that five days, everyone was so bonded.
we go crazzyyy tgt, we gossipp tgt. It was damn fun, really.
Melrose, YuShan, Jocelyn, they're damn funny! :DD

oh, yeah, and the homestay, its was great!
they treat me really really verry verry well.
and when i have to board the bus, i actually hope that i can see them again!
i miss thym soo muchh~ ):

and the last night in Korea, all the girls actually sit tgt abd gossip about everyone in the school! it was really really fun..

Pictures will be up on face book soon.
Let the picture tell the story. (:
Posted by Jessicahhh @ 11:56 PM

i need a break, really.
Common test result wasnt really good, tho there's a lot of improvement.
many things happened over the pass few weeks. Family problems, School, and friendship.

Family problem, im lazy to elaborate anymore.
But pa, i want you to know, im really trying very very hard to get good good grades.
because i hope you will not look down on me.
im not the one who start the fight the other day, but from the way you see me, i know you dont trust me. will NA student always be the one who do bad things?
i dont want my dad to think of me that way, thats why.
i've been studying from 7am to 6pm everyday in school, it's just that you didnt see it.
you seems to be satisfied with my results. But i'll do better, pa.
im tired of taking this family, but i cant let go. so what can i do?

im really really tired in school today, and i can hardly uds what tchr's trying to say.
last night, i slept at 2am, and woke up at 4am. Pushing all your jobs to me, making me busy all day, and neglected my friends.
it's your job, dude. Dont even try running away.

And i really really didnt mean to left you alone sometimes, Serene.
But nowadays, my brain isnt functioning well. and i tend to forget what i need to do.
But i just wna say sorry to you, and to xiaoyu, and to others who thinks that i didnt treat Serene the way i used to. Im really very tired of them, and i want them to stay away from me. But i cant.
A thousand sorry for you girls.
But i'll try to keep you gals company, no matter how busy i am, alright?
i still love you girls like i used to! :D

Life sucks. And sometimes i wna end it.
Face the fact, Jasmine.
Looking at teachers, smiling so sweetly because of what i've done for them, it's all worth it. Each snile is so precious to me.
But now i've neglected my friends. It's time for me to think about it and do something to keep this friendship going..
Posted by Jessicahhh @ 9:06 PM

i'm feeling lost.
mommy left, and daddy's sick, real sick.

mommy, where are you ? can you come back ?
we really really need you, to take care of this family.
cause i couldnt hold on much longer.
Dad needs you to take care of him, come back mom.
im sorry..

oh my, what happened to the Chua's family ? can someone tell me ?
oh, please.. mom left. and dad's sick.
i need to study, and do chores at the same time.
sis hardly helps.
damn, who can i turn to ?
i cant give up on this family, or my studies.
i miss mom. i want dad to recover..


my netball babehs nvr fail to make me smile, even at this point of time.
thanks alot, really.


Posted by Jessicahhh @ 9:21 PM

kay. it's been very long, i know.
im not in the mood to post,
and im busy.

yeah, busy. you know ?
busy.
i dont look busy, but I AM.
so shut up.
cos you've no idea why im busy huh ?

SHUDDUP, ASSHOLE!
Posted by Jessicahhh @ 10:51 PM

Feeling very terrible right now..
i've been having fever for three days, and the temperature still wont go down..
i've been coughing terribly for two days, and it's dry cough, and it makes me wna chop off my throat.
and now, im having diarrhoea.. ._.
how terrible can it get ?
damn.
and i will be so busy from next week onwards.
monday: school-netball-umpire prac test.
tuesday: school- dinner
wednesday: school- netball- pack for camp
thursday to sat: camp.
camp, it'll be so boring for me..
tell me, will you even go for the camp, when you cant do anything ?
hais.

the only day i can rest is sunday.
which is impossible.
cos i'll have piles of homework for me to do.

tell me what to do..
Posted by Jessicahhh @ 1:32 PM

Learning journey was not very fun. .,.
its super hot, and its super stinky!
hehhhh...

so aft the LJ, it's C'div's north zone!! :DD
coach was thre too! :D
i swear my heart almost stop pumping blood!
cos the first two quart was so messy.
but guess what ?
the C' gals won the match! :DD
and thn my heart start to pump agn...

so aft went pizza hut with all of thm, including mel! :D
funfunfun!
and guess what, the total bill is $103.10! .__.
anyway! its fun ah!
felt so happy for thm. (:
♥lovely.
Posted by Jessicahhh @ 9:38 PM

bball with des, jj, lyn, shawn is so fun!!
but something that you wont wish to know happened. ._.
so, yeah. (:
Posted by Jessicahhh @ 10:00 PM

kay, i really hate chinas now..
i saw thm everywhere on the streets, and now i saw CHINAS IN MY HOUSE..
WTF right ?!
and now, my house is soo smoky because of all the laozharbohs smoking,,
asshole..
and the two china, talk so loud.. =.=
damn pissed right now ah. .,.
air and noise pollution.
wtf!
nvm..

schools strting tmr! yay!
no more weekends! :DD
school plus netball= awesomeness! :DD
Posted by Jessicahhh @ 10:34 PM

woah! school was alright..
but no healty lifestyle due to wet weather. ):
supperrr tired in class cause i took my medicine in the morning.
and the funny thing was, i dint check if thre's the word "may cause drowsiness" until i've swallowed the pill. =.=

kay, so.. lessons as usual..
and we got back our maths test result today.
i swear i was super excited and i was praying and praying to pass this test!
and guess what ?
It's a miracle that i've got 12 manx!!! :DD
and i swear i was smiling to my result when i got back my paper! (:
gahh, but another test is comng up, and im going to have an heart attack again!
i hope right, when the class split for maths lesson hor, miss guo will teach me/us instead of miss lim. .,.
cause srsly, i dont unds what's she's trying to teach.
so.. i prefer miss guo lah. :x
still excited over my result. :x

man, today's friday.
which means, tmr's saturday... i hate weekend! why not let us study seven days a week? ._.
it's abit crazy, but, it's better than staying at omw doing nothing!
and school's so fun okayy!
addicted to school. :DD
oh, wait, is it a good thing ?
lol. :x
Posted by Jessicahhh @ 9:50 PM